Honestly, you're dying to know what's next. Nothing makes sense, you don't understand what anybody is talking about in these books, but it seems Important. Capital I. The kind of I that doesn't need any dots above it because it knows its value. A monolith. An example of impeccable sense of self-worth.
You feel like you've concentrated on the letter “I” so hard, you've lost your original line of thought. What was it that you were going to do?